-Enchainment-

Preface:
Okay so this blog has been influenced by one of my friends blogs. When I read her blog I felt like those words that she wrote were words from my own mouth. All of my thoughts and emotions just blew up inside. Does that even make sense? Her blog was all about being stuck in a situation when you can't go out and be yourself. A situation when you feel like you live a double life because that's all you can do: "one [life](the more dominant) feels very chained down and stuck. the other [life] wants to be life changing but at the same time glamorous."
Response:
This is exactly how I feel and I'm not sure why I've never written about it before. I have always wanted to be the person who can go out into the world confident and ready to make change and to be changed. I want to be a leader and a person people look up to. I don't want to be a president. I want to make a change for the better, I want to support a cause, I want to influence people, I want to be influenced, I want to leave something behind in this world worth mentioning. That doesn't mean I want to be some famous person with recognition all over the place. That is not my intention. If that ever happened it would be by pure luck. Everyday I come home and reflect on how my day went and I think about what was accomplished and usually its not a lot. I want to come home and be happy about how my day went and I want everyday to be of use. I was to make some one happy every day. I want to help someone every day. I want to CREATE something EVERYDAY. Create is such a powerful word when it is used in this context. To create something means to make something out of nothing and that's what I am all about. I want to get away from society and all its pressures. Some day I would just like to take a week of my life and do things every day that make me feel like I have accomplished something. I am sick of living in the life that society makes me live. The one that chains me down and makes me into their puppet on strings. It really does make me feel fake because that is not the intention of my life. I don't feel like I was born to live the life everyone else does. I feel like I am called to be something greater and to do more. Before I die I want to be able to say that I lived a full life. I know I have time to accomplish this but it all depends on if time decides it's on my side.

~Stevie~