Save Our City

Ludo was really amazing. Just what I needed. Now I just need a shower after touching all those people and sweating like a beast. lol. Only one thing could have made the night better and I'm sorry the original plans couldn't work out to make it that way. Things are the way they are though and I'm dealing.
Over all this night went well! :]

Cause I get a thousand hugs from 10 thousand lightning bugs...

I've decided: I don't have time for drama. I'm having fun this weekend! :]

Thursday: Hang out with Julie, Go to the Mall, Sleep over with Catherine using the "Catherine plan of action"--It was awesome and a wonderful break.

Friday: Clean Room (DONE!) , Laundry (ALMOST DONE!) , Hang out with Julie (TO BE CONTINUED...), Lunch and hanging with Danille, Fright Fest, Partay!

Saturday: Work, (undecided)

Sunday: Work, Homework to the max, (undecided)

Thoughts...

- The Wizard of Oz (WOoZ)=frustrating and fun.
- Monkey costumes are a pain in the ass.
- How can you be friends with people you never see or talk to? You tell me.
- Drama is pointless.
- Painting relaxes me.
- I have a D in two classes.
- I had no idea untill today.
- Anna has a tight foriegn exchange student.
- Germans are cool.
- Siren annoy me more than they used to.
- I have way too much number OCD--evens only pleasssee.
- My age= the devil.
- Boys= ugh.
- Collge shit needs to get DONE.
- I am getting more confident about college.
- I love baked gooodddsss. Way. Too. Much.
- I don't understand physics.
- I wish I did.
- Glee. Enough said.
- I miss summer and really hot weather.
- I want to go to California to be in the sun now.
- I need to feel comfortable in a swim suit first.
- Can't I just visit Cristina now?
- I just realized I was sitting on my car keys?
- It made me giggle.
- This has been a pretty good weekend.
- I hope this week goes well.
- I miss my friends.
- The end.

Here it comes.

1. Read this: http://www.washingtoncitypaper.com/blogs/sexist/2009/09/17/false-rape-accusations-and-rape-culture/

2. Read this: (It is an article commenting on the first link ^) http://mensnewsdaily.com/2009/09/17/yawning-at-hofstra/

3. This is another article by Paul Elam (The author of the article in number 2)
http://mensnewsdaily.com/2009/09/04/to-man-up-or-man-down/

--Blog comming soon.

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They piss me the fuck off and I don't understand how they can deal with all the drama they do. They all feed off of it. It's ridiculous and somehow I get stuck in it. What the fuck? Goddamn this is not worth my time. I just want MY friends to feel better and fuck everyone else.

Beautiful People?

All I can say is: This has been the most bipolar week and weekend. So many emotions and binding moments. To think you can become even better friends with people when everyone is upset all at the same time for different things. It's cool to know I have people in my life that will be there for me even though they are going through their own shit and vice versa. Even though I feel like shit and hate everything going on it really makes me see some of the beauty in people.

I'll update with more later.

Dance

I hope you never lose your sense of wonder
You get your fill to eat
But always keep that hunger
May you never take one single breath for granted
God forbid love ever leave you empty handed
I hope you still feel small
When you stand by the ocean
Whenever one door closes,
I hope one more opens
Promise me you'll give faith a fighting chance

And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance
I hope you dance
I hope you dance

I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance
Never settle for the path of least resistance
Living might mean taking chances
But they're worth taking
Lovin' might be a mistake
But it's worth making
Don't let some hell bent heart
Leave you bitter
When you come close to selling out
Reconsider
Give the heavens above
More than just a passing glance

And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance
I hope you dance
(Time is a real and constant motion always)
I hope you dance
(Rolling us along)
I hope you dance
(Tell me who)
I hope you dance
(Wants to look back on their youth and wonder)
(Where those years have gone)

I hope you still feel small
When you stand by the ocean
Whenever one door closes,
I hope one more opens
Promise me you'll give faith a fighting chance

And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance
Dance
I hope you dance
I hope you dance
(Time is a real and constant motion always)
I hope you dance
(Rolling us along)
I hope you dance
(Tell me who)
(Wants to look back on their youth and wonder)
I hope you dance
(Where those years have gone)

(Tell me who)
I hope you dance
(Wants to look back on their youth and wonder)
(Where those years have gone)