Wednesday, January 20, 2010
It Hits You Like Scripture
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Monday, January 4, 2010
Annie's Hope
Grief Behaviors of children and teens: <<--Link
afraid of the dark
afraid to go to bed
afraid of hospitals, physicians or their offices
repeated illnesses
clinging to parent or guardian
changes in school work
intense anger at self or others
nightmares
tantrums
fighting
hurtful behavior to self
hurtful behavior to others
destruction of property
over or under eating
bed wetting
cruelty to animals
withdrawal from family or friends
obsession with death
experimentation with sex
use of drugs, alcohol or cigarettes
difficulty concentrating
oversleeping
difficulty sleeping
I am analyzing myself. I don't know if there is a connection or not. Wow. My day just took a turn.
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Thursday, December 24, 2009
Happy Birthday!
Luke 2:9-11
9 An angel of the Lord appeared to them, and the glory of the Lord shone around them, and they were terrified. 10 But the angel said to them, "Do not be afraid. I bring you good news of great joy that will be for all the people. 11 Today in the town of David a Savior has been born to you; he is Christ the Lord.
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Sunday, December 13, 2009
Haunting my mind...
the one who wears my heart,
we're so far apart.
Santa have you seen my soldier,
braving through the lonely nights
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Monday, November 30, 2009
Movie.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E3nA9AG1AWk
Yeah...I want to see it.
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Sunday, November 29, 2009
Iris.
I can't believe one person can make you re-think so many things about what you are and what you think. I'm not saying this is a bad thing at all, it's just crazy to me. The whole going back and forth on love thing is really getting annoying. I wish I could just know what I think about it and the more I'm with him the more my mind goes in the opposite direction than it has in the past. I have actually been pretty happy and it is the weirdest thing to feel like someone cares about me. In fact, it's hard to let someone care about me. I know that might sounds weird but I feel like someone just has to tear my guard down sometimes to get to me. I wish I could just let people care. I think I have spent so much time building up my defense wall that I can't even get past it. I am trying really hard to let him in more and more. I want to let people care. More than anything. As much as I am scared shitless when people care, I feel more safe than I have ever felt since my dad died.
"And I don't want the world to see me, cause I don't think that they'd understand. When everything's made to be broken, I just want you to know WHO I AM"
love you.
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fkjaklfjas COURAGE fkihfak COURAGE
This weekend for Thanksgiving I went to visit Julianne in Tennessee. As much as it did not feel like Thanksgiving, it was really nice to get away from everything that is Webster Groves. We just chilled out and caught up. We watched so many movies it wasn't even funny. She made me watch Twilight and then drug me to see New Moon. Which I will admit really wasn't as bad as I thought it would be and I defintely enjoyed going. Robert Pattinson and Taylor Laughter and their sexyness really made the movie. lol :) I was also introduced to Charlie Bartlett and Ellen Degeneres stand up comedy. ELLEN. IS. SO. FUNNY. She is so right about so many things. We walked around Knoxville a bit and walked around Market Square which is super cute--especially with all of the Christmas stuff going around. I also inherited some money with Michael Jackson's face on it and it talked about God and your eternity on the back. haha. Anyways, I am really happy that I got to go this weekend. I feel refreshed and more accepting about having to work my ass off for the rest of the semester. :)
In other news:
WEBSTER WON STATE!!!! 31-14! KICK. ASS. Whoohoo!
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I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you
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